Nerds unite.

So I just came back from Operation Woo. I'd like for everyone to undersand this message, because obviously my hinting isn't doing the trick: it REALLY bothers me when you tease Jared and me about dissappearing or not participating in what y'all do. Honestly, the reason we leave is due to the frequent Neanderthal humor. I guess maybe I've changed, but I just don't find the screaming-and-jumping-on-each-other thing fun anymore. Maybe I'm just a killjoy.. maybe I've changed.. who knows? The point is that I feel so distant from y'all already, and your jokes about us hurt my feelings... any of you that know me know that I can't stand a lot of attention, and that's exactly what I'm given every time I hang out with y'all. It's always "Jacque and Jared having sex in the corner" or something to that effect.

Maybe I'm misunderstanding, but it seems like yall are TRYING to hurt my feelings. And no, it's not all of you, but there are a good few.

I know that I am being selfish here, but i feel like I have tolerated this for too long. Yeah, sure, Jared and I are physical, but I'm sure it's not half as bad as ANY of the church stories.

I dunno what I'm asking for, maybe just a little understanding.. maybe some space. I love all of you, and I love to spend time with you, but when you get together I wonder how I fit into the group.

I need feedback here. Please help me to see from your point of view.